Time-waster.
"Time waits for no man.."

And when time is wasted, there should be no regrets! haha..This 2nd part of the phrase is what i've come up with. I'm practically wasting my time away..I'm feeling like a total lazy bum and couch-potato, just like an invalid, doing nothing but eat and sleep, and watch TV. How nice? All through my sch days, attachments, i've been longing so long to do all these! But yet, i feel more tired than usual, my sleep pattern is chaotic again, late sleepless nights are here again..Weird dreams are coming back, sometimes scary, sometimes plain weird.

Its the third week of hols..And what am i doing? I seem to be still stuck on the 1st pebble of my life, unable to hop over to the next pebble..Can somebody give me a hand or a push over to the next pebble, please?

Waiting seems to be the only answer. That's all i can do now, anyways..yep, i'm still unemployed,single, and broke.

I'm worried about Grandma's back..She's been having this pain since Chinese New Year, yet she's stubborn in going to see a doctor..So its been dragging on for a few months now, and she's been feeling more tired nowadays, having difficulting getting up after lying down..She's finally going to see the doctor at the polyclinic tomorrow morning, and she says she doesn't want to trouble me going all the way down with her early in the morning..Sigh, but i can't put my mind at ease..

Don't worry about me, i am fine. Just feeling a little cloudy right now..and its almost 1am.

Sweet dreams!